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Post by aja675 on Jun 7, 2018 13:48:28 GMT 10
Because I feel that maybe I've been filling my brain with too much useless brain candy.
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Post by aja675 on Jun 7, 2018 22:37:01 GMT 10
Because I feel that maybe I've been filling my brain with too much useless brain candy. Most relatable lyrics: "What happened to the dream of a girl president? She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent"- I actually fancied myself as some kind of an intellectual in childhood, damn Africa, what happened? "Porno paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl"- I thought I had been on the way to finding my real self, but I keep on slipping back to my old "Valley gay" self from way back in 2010-2013. Is this what falling in love (air quotes on that entire phrase) does to a person?
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Post by aja675 on Jun 23, 2018 19:51:05 GMT 10
What's a cushy middle class existence when you're mentally scarred and think everyone's out to get to you?
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Post by aja675 on Jun 26, 2018 22:19:14 GMT 10
I wish I was back in the day, back when I didn't care about what others said and I wasn't afraid to be myself.
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Post by aja675 on Jul 7, 2018 12:26:13 GMT 10
This song really describes my own complicated relationship with myself. Y'all know that scene in Mean Girls where Janis Ian shouts at Cady for having turned plastic? That's how I feel about myself too. I've really turned into a basic bitch. At what cost though? So I sound and act like everyone else. At what cost? That I feel bad about what a dumb chav I have become and I rewatch streams and think that I sound like shit now?
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Post by aja675 on Jul 30, 2018 16:19:28 GMT 10
Because I'm having a bad day.
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Post by aja675 on Jul 30, 2018 23:13:26 GMT 10
"Unfair .. unreal
I wanna turn my heart into cold steel
that'd be one way
to unlove you
Unjust
Unkind
That I can't erase you from my mind
That'd be another way
To unlove you"
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Post by aja675 on Aug 4, 2018 0:18:20 GMT 10
"There ain't a single night, when I haven't held you tight
It's always inside my head, never inside my bed"
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Post by aja675 on Aug 8, 2018 21:19:26 GMT 10
I think of this song as like, a letter from my future self to my current self because (hopefully) I would have less crap taste by then.
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Post by aja675 on Sept 1, 2018 13:44:48 GMT 10
I'm only socially anxious because I've got to be certain.
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Post by aja675 on Nov 8, 2018 19:35:26 GMT 10
How I feel about the entire "mean tags" debacle on another forum.
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Post by aja675 on Nov 9, 2018 19:48:11 GMT 10
As one could see, I was pretty pissed off by that incident even though it had nothing to do with me.  
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Post by aja675 on Nov 25, 2018 22:01:13 GMT 10
'Cause sometimes, it really makes you skeptical when people claim to have changed, even when the talk of the town is supporting the person's claims. After all, is it possible for someone to change that quick? 
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Post by aja675 on Nov 30, 2018 18:55:14 GMT 10
The video is relevant because we just moved house just like S Club in this vid.
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Post by aja675 on Dec 18, 2018 0:53:38 GMT 10
*blushes*
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